(69) Sexual Fruit Fantasies

My lust for you is as beautiful as the wind, with flowers dancing and . It is greener than the grasses of the mountains blessed with morning dew. But I know I will never have you. I wish you could come to me. But alas, I am the one who must always reach for you.

You are something I ought to to so dearly, but I cannot bring myself to indulge in you. You're an awful spirit. A terrible troll that won't leave me be. When I see you, you're laced with a crust so tough that nothing and no one can touch your seeds of wonder. How can I love you when you won't show yourself to me? I crave the effect you take over my body, but the journey I endure to reach you is too long and too rough to be wandered so often. You're embraced by a shield that cannot be penetrated, not even with the lustful love I'd give to you. Yet everyone has you-- everyone but me. Will you ever be as fruitful and good to me as you are to everyone else?

Without you, I'm weak. With you, I feel pain and my heart aches. I am sick and my soul longs for your healing, but when the feeling comes over me its already too late. Your sweet soul becomes tasteless, your skin becomes rotten. If one day you could love me, won't we reach peace?

Alas, my love.What ever shall one do to reach the enlightenment I long for?

My love. Sweet Vitamin C.... we can no longer carry this engagement. We must begin our lives again. The days of my childhood when I longed for your sweet embrace have come to an end; I have grown old and you have grown distant. My body is weak and I face my fate sooner than I have planned. I will be born again, I will renew my health, and I will take you again. I will never let you go. I will leave my lover, Coffee, and I will wake up to you everyday. Upon the return of my health, you shall be my savior.

Alas..... I anxiously await you.... Vitamin C.